4 posts tagged “nubbin”

Productive things I did this weekend:
--taxes (mostly expletives follow so use your imagination)
--volunteered at a cat shelter and helped adopt four wonderful kitties

Unproductive things I did this weekend:
--played "rise of nations" for a really really ridiculous amount of time (and couldn't understand why newly created citizens wouldn't go to work at the nearest mine or woodcutting camp and instead hang out and yawn?!)
--got lost driving and sat in traffic
--slept A LOT
--watched "Enchanted"
--had a migraine
--stared at the wall
--read gossip blogs

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I am so fed up with my boss. What the fuck, dude.

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So how am I supposed to do anything when two out of four people in my office are out today, and one of them is my boss? Really, I am sitting here looking at my desk, looking at my email, and nothing is registering. I don't know if it's because today is Friday, or because nobody is here, but I'm having problems typing even this without getting distracted by things like why are my earrings on my desk i don't need this email I'm going to delete it and what is that taste in my mouth oh I'm eating a candy.

In other news, something is wrong with my wrist. It's been hurting for a while now, and I wonder if I broke it again. This is the wrist that I broke three times. The first time I didn't notice that it had been broken, it just hurt for a while, a really dull persistent pain. I was the girl who climbed trees and played "war" with boys, not the girl who played dress-up or thought it was fun to make cookies with sand. So, I wasn't bothered that my wrist hurt, only concerned that if I told my mom that it hurt I would be banned from boys. My mom saw one morning (to my shock and awe) that I was holding my spoon funny, due to the fact that my wrist had swollen up so big it was as wide as my palm, and was bent at a funny angle outwards and up. Weird morning that was. After the x-ray, we found out my wrist had been broken in two spots and grew together wrong (in the wrongest possible way, of course) and needs to be broken again and I will be in a cast for three months (instead of four weeks that I would have had to endure had I got to the doctor right away). The horrible swelling was caused by muscles having to readjust and regrow into this new angle and had I waited even another week I would have had to have surgery.

Lesson was learned, or so it seemed.

Wearing a cast for three months was NOT FUN. I'm not talking about the pussy American casts that are so technologically advanced your hand actually functions better when in them... I'm talking about Ukrainian Soviet-style, hard-core, plaster/sand casts, that weigh a few kilos and basically it looks like your arm is stuck in a humongous white cannon. Wearing that cast... fuck, those were months of itchy hell, months of not being able to turn faucets on, eating and writing with my left hand, and everything from dressing to showering took about fifteen times more time than usually. Oh, and I should mention that this cast could not get wet. So, showering meant a very complicated wrapping of plastic around the cast with one hand. Oh, and maybe I should mention this was summer and it was hot and sweaty.

The second time I broke my wrist I actually noticed that it happened, partially because the broken bone actually cut through the skin and I was bleeding, and partially because it was very dramatic - I tripped on the carpet and fell right in my own home. I should mention that the tripping was caused by the fact that my tailbone was broken, so I was pretty clumsy. And the reason I broke my wrist and not my head was because I was trying to break my fall with my wrists to make sure that my broken (almost healed at that point!) nose is not broken again. I had a fun childhood, can you tell?
At that point, it didn't really matter if I had a third broken thing on my body. Fuck the heavy itchy arm cast, the MONTHS OF NOT BEING ABLE TO SIT AT ALL made me extremely resilient to any sort of physical challenge. Sitting is so overrated anyway. So is breathing through your nose. And writing with your leading hand. My best friend in those months was the toilet, where I could SIT because of the donut-shape, at the same time resting my casted broken wrist on the little shelf, my back against the tank and prop up a book high enough in my view that I could read it over my nose clips. This is me at eleven. Reading in the bathroom since then has become one of my favorite activities.

The third time I broke my wrist was not overly dramatic, probably because breaking my ankle and ALL of my toes was a lot cooler. We didn't even notice the weird angle of the wrist until we got to the hospital, because we were all fascinated by all the ways my ankle could bend without the impediment of bones, and how funny my toes looked shattered and bleeding. Ever seen a "toe-cast"? No, you haven't, because there aren't any. The ankle cast extends past your toes and that's it. They set the toes straight, tell you not to try and move them, and put little plastic bands to make sure they don't get moved out of shape again. Then, you just hope really hard that the little bits of bone form back into a straight line.
Oh, I probably should mention that this happened when we were having a "jumping off the swing contest" with "the boys" where you swing and swing and swing and then when you are at the top you slide out and jump down. Whoever jumps from highest point wins. Needless to say, me and my friend Andrei were the first two to compete. Yes, of course he got hurt, too. He shattered his knees (what a smart way to fall) and dislocated his hips. They were not able to put one the hips back to normal until three years later because of complications.

I've had my fair share of broken bones and I really hope I am not about to have another cast experience. The only consolation is that this time the doctors will not be mean to me and I won't have an itchy sweaty heavy plaster cast.